Due of a chronic illness I`m permanently tired. For this reason, I got new drugs (finally!). At first I was like "bleee... new sweeties". But then... wow, powerhouse! Come on! Let`s move mountains! No. Wait. False alarm. I`m still tired.
Now I need to wait till the end of February to see my doctor and I will tell him what a miserable drug dealer he is... I expected greatness! and all I got was hours of contemplating the ceiling over my bed.
Right now, and with this I mean the last two weeks, I`m working on an exploding box... I can`t look at it anymore. There is still so much to do, but I just don`t have the energy and motivation to finish it. I think the depression is catching up with me again.
So... I will slow down a bit for a moment, will finish this box and two other projects and take a break - witch in my understanding of the universe means so much as "I will throw myself in work". I will be editing a book o__O
And for that I will go to Bristol - YEEEY! Vacation!
So... You can expect three new things and then I will disappear until March.